it didnt help that they came out as trans at that point but i did accept them it was just that thing that i ran away

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yes

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i think they forgave you now purple - sav

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you had every right though, they said they didnt want to be friends with you anymore - cheek squisher

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but i came back and apologized like 1-2y ago and they did too but weve never been as close

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and it was ages ago - cheek squisher

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hmm - cheek squisher

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friends come and go

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what u did was valid, and what you are feeling rn are valid - sav

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ig they said they didnt want to be like bffs but still frineds

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thx guys

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maybe try speaking abt it. it seems like there might be some unresolved stuff - cheek squisher

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i just keep doubting myself with this

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im too scared to do so bcs theyre in a great place rn i dont want that to crash down

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tell them exactly what you told us, including abt everything that happened during covid - cheek squisher

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if they are indeed your friends purple, they would make a way to be close again - sav

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they know the stuff in covid

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but if they r not trying, maybe find better friends - sav

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dont destroy the peace in your mind to keep the peace around you - cheek squisher

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ik but i feel like i should stop being so clingy ive always done this

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old friends are nice but making new ones is okay too

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talk abt how youre feeling. dont trouble your mind - cheek squisher

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u are not clingy for wanting closeness purple - sav

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thanks red and im trying blue im just not as close to them as i am with them

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*as close as i am to my bff

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thx blue it means a lot

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it’s js that u miss what u were ages ago - sav

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but people grow purple - sav

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you deserve a friendship where you feel fulfilled - cheek squisher

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so do you - sav

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yeah it doesnt help that we're both like autistic and the thing we used to hyperfixate on is still my hyperfixation and what my life revolves around whiles theirs doesnt and that kind of made us a

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if it's affecting your mental health you might need to end the friendship but try talking first. i - cheek squisher

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*a bit distant i think...

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ohh - cheek squisher

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i feel like id be worse off ending it i was hanging on by a thread when i didnt have them

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ok that makes sense - cheek squisher

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im sorry ik you guys are trying to help

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if you talk abt the past it might resolve some unresolved issues and it could make you even closer - cheek squisher

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but right now purple u arent getting any better. i know it is hard - sav

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ik guys

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