u are not clingy for wanting closeness purple - sav

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thanks red and im trying blue im just not as close to them as i am with them

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*as close as i am to my bff

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thx blue it means a lot

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it’s js that u miss what u were ages ago - sav

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but people grow purple - sav

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you deserve a friendship where you feel fulfilled - cheek squisher

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so do you - sav

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yeah it doesnt help that we're both like autistic and the thing we used to hyperfixate on is still my hyperfixation and what my life revolves around whiles theirs doesnt and that kind of made us a

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if it's affecting your mental health you might need to end the friendship but try talking first. i - cheek squisher

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*a bit distant i think...

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ohh - cheek squisher

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i feel like id be worse off ending it i was hanging on by a thread when i didnt have them

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ok that makes sense - cheek squisher

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im sorry ik you guys are trying to help

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if you talk abt the past it might resolve some unresolved issues and it could make you even closer - cheek squisher

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but right now purple u arent getting any better. i know it is hard - sav

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ik guys

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you need to talk to them lol it's the only way forward - cheek squisher

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i know it's difficult - cheek squisher

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i just dont want to hold them back theyre going out there they have their own life seperate of me and with a gf too

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i know u are trying and that is good enough - sav

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thx guys

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Look in the mirror

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um cyan its like im really obsessed over 1 thing

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idk how to explain it

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yeah of course but your deserve a fulfilled friendship as well. tbh they probs feel that youve both become distant too. they probably need to talk as much as you do - cheek squisher

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sometime in order to grow, u need to grow individually purple - sav

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thats the perfect way to put it sav - cheek squisher

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but im really into my characters adn stories and theyre literally part of my everyday life

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i guess i agree sav and red

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thx cyan

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it doesnt help that im so so jealous of them

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i know u are used to that but people come and people go - sav

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that is life - sav

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