but like my relgiious friends are super religioujs and then my lgbt friends arent religious at all

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i have been thinking about suicide for 9 years. I dont know what to do anymore and i dont believe in therapists

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its kinda crazy

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are you okay green whats wrong specifically

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oh i get you purple, i know having friends that arent religious are quite diff - sav

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what happened green? - sav

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thx sav

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are you okay green?

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I just want to die i just want to shoot everybody in my school and then just fucking shoot myself

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im sorry green but why? - sav

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yeah whats wrong

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I thought maybe in summer vacation this thought would gl away and i would forget but i just want to shoot my school i just

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i didnt see any of that

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green what makes u think abt these things? - sav

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I hate it here everything feels so fake my body my face my voice it feels like im hallucinating and im scared to die because i dont think there is a god but what if there is a god and then god is like

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Yeah you didnt believe in me now your going t ihell for suicide

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green i think you need to take deep breaths - ram

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And then i suffer in hell forever

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i know green it is hard, but god forgives everyone. - sav

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yeah thats a horrible thought - ram

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i mean in my religion god forgives you as long as you end up believing in him at the end - ram

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if god could heal a broken heart and a broken mind, god can heal a broken person - sav

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thats beatufiul sav - ram

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i cant spell - ram

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are you scared of dying then green - ram

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it’s js that people get the wrong idea when someone kills themself, but please know that life is a gift from above - sav

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and u were made because god knows u can do it - sav

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u are here for a purpose - sav

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mhm god only gives you the challenges he knows you can overcome - ram

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I want to kill the boys in my school i want to kill loterally everybody everything feels so fake its like im livinh in yhe matrix and the matrix is telling me to do yhis

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but i dont think the problem here is religious - ram

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why the boys specifically, did someone do something to you? - ram

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well you are human green but i feel like those people hurted you badly - sav

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and yeah it does feel like this place is fake smtimes - ram

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I dont know what to do anymore i used to journal my feelings and talk to my school therapisy but i just dont know whats going on

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