ooohh - cheek squisher

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a reply withiin the week and they have such a nice life outside our friendship and it makes me sad

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So I told her to go to the bathroom and like yeah - Noli

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ok that's difficult to deal with friendships are hard - cheek squisher

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im sorry purple have u tried saying that to them? - sav

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I feel so suicidal

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bcs i love them and theyre so important to me and it seems like im not as important to them

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no im scared

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you have every right to be sad - cheek squisher

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Can anyone tell me i dont have to kms today

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honestly communication is key - cheek squisher

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u should tell them how u feel purple - sav

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especially with friendships - cheek squisher

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talk abt it, otherwise itll just get worse - cheek squisher

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why be scared they are your friends, if they want to listen they will - sav

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i dont want to bcs one time i did smth horrible

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is it horrible enough that it will destroy the friendship? - sav

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wdym - cheek squisher

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if you dont talk it wont get better - cheek squisher

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you could do it over text if youre nervous - cheek squisher

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like they were getting distant from me and they said they dont really want to be my best friend but try again with our relationship and i broke down and blocked them bcs i couldnt stand it it was

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covid time and i didnt have anyone else to talk to so i freaked out

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Literally gathered all the pills I have because my friends pissed me off one time. Like damn I rlly am dramatic - Noli

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so it was like years ago? - sav

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Oh

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you had every right to block them though - cheek squisher

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it didnt help that they came out as trans at that point but i did accept them it was just that thing that i ran away

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yes

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i think they forgave you now purple - sav

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you had every right though, they said they didnt want to be friends with you anymore - cheek squisher

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but i came back and apologized like 1-2y ago and they did too but weve never been as close

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and it was ages ago - cheek squisher

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hmm - cheek squisher

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friends come and go

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what u did was valid, and what you are feeling rn are valid - sav

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ig they said they didnt want to be like bffs but still frineds

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thx guys

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maybe try speaking abt it. it seems like there might be some unresolved stuff - cheek squisher

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i just keep doubting myself with this

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im too scared to do so bcs theyre in a great place rn i dont want that to crash down

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