whats cptsd - mello

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post traumatic stress disorder

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How do I actually admit to myself that I am trans - August

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complex post traumatic stress xd

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with like other symptoms

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ok - mello

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similar to ptsd

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i bet about 3 nights a week my brother sleeps in my room with me because he cant even manage it - sal

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cptsd is different from ptsd xd

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and bpd

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complex xd

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complex

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or something i remember reading about it xd

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its almost been 5 years - sal

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i get it

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its like you have ptsd but you are trying to bury it the fuck down and pretend nothings wrong or some shit idk xd

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i couldnt sleep alone for 6yeafs

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and he still needs constant comfort that hes okay and that we arent going to hurt him - sal

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I want to be a guy but I dont want to be trans :( - August

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why😔😔

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hi august - mello

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i wish i get a heartattack xd

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i get that red but only if i get truggered

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cause i get paranoid

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so there would be two deaths in this house and idgaf who goes after the money xd

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n start beliving everyoen is against me

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everyone

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Hi mello - August

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i just want peace xd

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n wants to hurt me

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and theres people in our lives that are hurting both of us - sal

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im just being pushed forward in life not like i even give a fuck to move xd

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wdym??

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like rn?

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i dont wanna do this shit no more xd

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or be here xd

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sometimes i get paronoid that i will die randomly without warning like if i die i want it to be on my own terms or from some random illness - mello

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