everyones full of shit and i was a fucking retard hoping for better my wholeass life just to be forced to accept it for what it is eventually xd

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about what blue?

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cause same

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but im stuck like this - sal

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im scared of everything - mello

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About mutilating myself

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my eyebrows hurt oh my days - cheek squisher

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I dont want to mutilste myself but it feels like i need to

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i dont know anymore - mello

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i got tested for different disorders today - sal

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maybe i was fucking dumb but like now im just done xd

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if i sont fall asleep thinking abt me going thru any thpe of violence i get like a panic attavk

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Because i deserve it in my mind

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SAME

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I just know thst one day im going to bleed out and die in pain

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i think its ptsd blue cause i feel exactly the same since i was a kid

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n that happened

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im so fucking tired highkey i dont wanna exist im sick and tired of all this shit xd

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almost everytime something happens now i think of how in an obscere way it will kill - mello

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me - mello

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white ur my twin lol

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I dont have any ptsd i didnt go through any shit thsts why im so pathetic

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like i said before i have bad ptsd and bipolar which is diagnosed and they tested me for anxiety, depression, and severe psychosis - sal

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im sorry you feel that way white - mello

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You wanna know why i was initially suicidal?

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i hope everyone round me dies lol

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why wont i fucking have a heartattack or some shit and just die xd

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Its because im a lesbian

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i see things that arent there - sal

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I feel all this because im a lesbian

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because damn my heart broke more than once shit should just broken stop beating by now xd

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and i blame everything over my trauma but im kust weird

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i see monsters in the corners when they arent real - sal

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