away from everything because im tired of bullshit xd

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im very sorry for my mom cause she grew uo w her

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like i live my grandma shes so sweet to us

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im drained the fuck for years like its like i never fill xd

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Im like this 👌 close to realizing im trans and im concious that im in denial and yet im still in denial somehow - August

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but she clearly has personality disorders n lowkey neglected her and her brother their whole chilshood

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my brother has cptsd from it because he saw my dad die - sal

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if only sleep lasted forever

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if only i just fucking die xd

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i also have cptsd!

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so i can be free forever xd

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he doesnt remember the crash he just remembers that part - sal

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i dont have cptsd, just severe ptsd - sal

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ion even remember any part

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its like im dragging my own body around for the sake of taking it around xd

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lmao

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still as bad

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whats cptsd - mello

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post traumatic stress disorder

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How do I actually admit to myself that I am trans - August

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complex post traumatic stress xd

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with like other symptoms

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ok - mello

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similar to ptsd

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i bet about 3 nights a week my brother sleeps in my room with me because he cant even manage it - sal

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cptsd is different from ptsd xd

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what does the c stand for?

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and bpd

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complex xd

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C***

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complex

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or something i remember reading about it xd

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its almost been 5 years - sal

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i get it

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its like you have ptsd but you are trying to bury it the fuck down and pretend nothings wrong or some shit idk xd

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i couldnt sleep alone for 6yeafs

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#My ptsd is better than yours

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and he still needs constant comfort that hes okay and that we arent going to hurt him - sal

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I want to be a guy but I dont want to be trans :( - August

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why😔😔

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