If I had someone close, my life would be easier... -S

Still 3 year and I can MAYBE run away. But I will have to keep contact w this stupid family -S

I don't want to watch the world dying. It sad. Im hyper sensitive

all I need is a van, money (to live) and a man.

The world is already distroying itself anyway. I don't even have tp do it

I hate being responsible of anything

I hate the world, I don't even want to dominate it -S

I don't even belong to the world -S

I find it so stupid to not being here by choice and not even being able to choose to leave like. Let me kms ?! -S

That doesn't chznge much to know this yk -S

Idc

Thats fine

Well no cause they ask me to do somthing, and I have deadlines. Plus Im 15 how do u want me to work

the thing that get me depress is that: I wanna run away from my family, and stop being part of the society. I just want a van and drive around with no aim.

How am I supposed to improve my fk life If im not even independent -S

but it's gonna be boring cause I don't have wifi -S

I just think Im gonna sat to a lake and hope some crazy ppl murder me there -S

S*

Drowning then -D

I wanna choke myself -S

I don't wanna please. -s

My present is just me rotting in my bed and crying cause Im stuck in a place I hate -S

whzts even the point of it if I can't do what I want to -S

I don't even care about the futur -S

Idc -S

How a bad futur is better than "the void" -S

Thats literally why I want to die. So its finish -S

I want to die and that nobody find my body -S

Nah -S

Btw I did 2 nightmares last night -S

Idc, Im just gonna be homeless cause of that. Fuck ppl who said to do jobs we like -S

Im gonna be in digital designe feild. But honestly it's the worst choice I could do. I should've choose general feild, to get a boring job like everbody -S

I don't wanna be alive... -S

I don't evdn care about futur. I don't wanna be alive -S

I should just die -S

I don't even see the point of doing anything if Im stuck anyway

My life is so pointless -S

I hope I drow myself

I also find myself ugly, but I just try to not mind it. We aren't here to check up our face anyway. -S

If google was useless chatgpt and other IA won't be even existing -s