last time i was sa'd was in 2023, a drunk guy groped me two diff times. before that was abt a year or so before that. i got pregant for the first time but i was in such denial and in such a bad place - ashie

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me to hana.-addi

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i dont have any friends or anybody to talk to - fern

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Whenever I don’t feel like rolling I just grind it and shove it in cones - Liam

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My middle name is fern, funny.-addi

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i lost it. the dad was some schizophrenic guy who raped his little sister. i had to live with him, in a connecting room, and i wasnt allowed to close the door - ashie

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i can't do drugs it'd fuck up my sports - r

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Last time for me was finals of 2023 also - Nana

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Surprised it hasn’t affected my wrestling then yet lmao - Liam

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Goodbye, i truly do hope that you guys find somethinf that helps. Ill tell god to keep you all in his power of i make it there.

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drugs affect endurance and shit - r

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Thank you, ill pray for you also - Nana

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i play lacrosse it'd affect lacrosse real bad it could affect hockey but maybe not so much cause i play goalie - r

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i was in such denial about the pregancy its actually wild. i lost my period, had early symptoms, and eventually the worst period i ever had - ashie

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volleyball it'd affect - r

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I feel like specific ones can also give the illusion of enhancing endurance though - Liam

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and at the same time i was beint sexualized by a much older man irl - ashie

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yeah man i'm good - r

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not abt to go to drugs - r

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No I’m not trynna convince you to do them - Liam

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i still have ss of some of his texts - ashie

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Never got pregnant, only thing i got left eith is s really hard dissociation - Nana

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yea - r

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i mean my dad would be pissed if i did - r

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he reallllly wants me to have a future in sports - r

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it haunts me everyday. sometimes when i wake up im immediately paralyzed in bed. - ashie

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that could ruin it - r

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I understand - Liam

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Used to have s lot of really gorey nightmares sbout the act itself, then sleep paralysis - Nana

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Petosman

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im so fucking mad at myself gng i can't play at all this season - r

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this is very embarrassing but ig its anon but sometimes im literally so scared and paralyzed i end up pissing myself. it doest happen alot. an its ususlly not a lot that comes out - ashie

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zero regular season hockey zero regular season volleyball - r

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i'm so fucking mad - r

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I think thats normal - Nana

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its awful out in public though. ive had it a few times out and about - ashie

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