it sounds so dumb but i cant stop. I havnt been able to eat for like three days because it just hit me for no reason. I lost my parents im 2022 and it just devides ti hit me at random tomes - addi

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I mean you shouldnt be playing with an injury...your father needs to understand - Jo

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i'm sorry addi i lost my mom in 2022 too - r

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but how the fuck do people even do that shit? how does it not haunt them,?? - ashie

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I feel like talking about myself is attention seeking - Liam

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i relapsed after being a year clean yesterday, i really cant do this. - addi

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my father's not the most logical person gng - r

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i feel the same way purple

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Unfortunately not everyone's brain work the same way, there will always be people who do this type of stuff - Nana

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addi could you promise you'll stay safe for the next 48 hours or so - r

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Still..giving in will only hurt you more r - Jo

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i havent eaten in like a week lol -cami

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i think like - ashie

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im cooked - ashie

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It’s good to have someone to relate to - Liam

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forever - ashie

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if i dont give in he'll kiiiill me dude - r

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I cant do this without them i hate it so much, the only light i had in my liffe is gone and im just let with this pit. - addi

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Sometimes i feel like im an embarrassment to be around. Like ill remember all these stupid moments of my own life and my friends are perfect in comparison - Soda

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i think i wont be around after a few years. night like this makes me glad. - ashie

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I think anyone here is cooked 😭in they're own way - Nana

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i shouldve talked to someone about everything but instead i chose the blade -cami

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Like it might just be anxiety but i genuinely dont think its normal to be this much of a screw up i fearrr - Soda

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yeah ig - ashie

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no so if i tell him i can't play for 10-12 months he's gonna tell me it's my fault i shouldn't have been so stupid and i'm gonna be like well you told me to keep playing and he's gonna say no i didn't - r

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ykw im going to bed

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i wish i had someone to talk to - ashie

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my head is spinning -cami

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i'm predicting it gng - r

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i cant think straight -cami

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good night -cami

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I dont even wanna be here anymore the only person i have is my bio mom (it was my step mom who died), but she literally leaves me. - afdi

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i dont think theres a single person i know i could talk to about this - ashie

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because its just so fucking fucked up - ashie

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nobody fucking understand it. - addi

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cyan you could try to talk to me if you want - r

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how do i explain any of it to an actual normal person - ashie

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