i shouldve talked to someone about everything but instead i chose the blade -cami

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Like it might just be anxiety but i genuinely dont think its normal to be this much of a screw up i fearrr - Soda

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yeah ig - ashie

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no so if i tell him i can't play for 10-12 months he's gonna tell me it's my fault i shouldn't have been so stupid and i'm gonna be like well you told me to keep playing and he's gonna say no i didn't - r

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ykw im going to bed

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i wish i had someone to talk to - ashie

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my head is spinning -cami

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i'm predicting it gng - r

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i cant think straight -cami

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Nuh uh im not cooked im so stable - 🐧

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good night -cami

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I dont even wanna be here anymore the only person i have is my bio mom (it was my step mom who died), but she literally leaves me. - afdi

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i dont think theres a single person i know i could talk to about this - ashie

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because its just so fucking fucked up - ashie

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nobody fucking understand it. - addi

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cyan you could try to talk to me if you want - r

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how do i explain any of it to an actual normal person - ashie

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its just frustrating - ashie

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I’m not happy with my looks. I get compliments a lot though or hit on so it doesn’t feel valid to be insecure. I wanna see myself how others say they see me - Liam

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gng i promise you i'm not normal 🥀 - r

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What exactly is it about ashie? - addi

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so much happened and it feels like its so unbelievable that it isnt real. but if it wasnt then why has it haunted me for yrs? - ashie

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I’m gonna sneak out - Liam

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gng my foot hurts so fucking bad right now - r

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I just wish i had someone to hold sometimes - Soda

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so uhm i spoke on my feelings, on like an actual real note i really think tonight is the night. It feels so dumb talking, i dont even want the attention im just so tired, a bone tired. - Addi

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Sneak out to where tho purple - 🐧

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be safe liam - r

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Tree climbing/j - 🐧

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chicken.

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I just meet up with a few friends at a spot - Liam

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True be safe - 🐧

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i have nobody to even give a damn so there is no point anymore.-addi

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Addi there is nothing to lose by sticking around. It hurts but theres still so much time in your life for things to look up - Soda

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i just wish i could eat chciken

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Thats so silly, i wish my friends were that kind of people - 🐧

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i was sa'd so much my entire life. i learned i was 4 when it started but i havent seen the papers to prove it butit kinda adds up to the memories n storys ik - ashie

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