maybe they dont i thought people liked me and then i ended up in my room seeing stuff - florja

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Wdym

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im not feeling wel

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you can just buy guns in your country? - florja

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*real - florja

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Im american

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im rlly suicidal rn..

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Whys that

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that explains itself - florja

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edblr sounds so good right now but most of them are absolute crybabies and not even real anas - florja

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Blue are you typing

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Whats edablr and whats an anas

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edblr- eating discorder tumblr ana = anorexic person - florja

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I dont like olaces thst romantacize these issues

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i dont want to lose my swimming progress and the muscles are kinda eating but its not ana - florja

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Ohh i have an ed im so cool i hurt myself

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i used it to vent but once those >< just myself lol >_< bitches appiered i deleted it - florja

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Yeah i feel like those places used to be for venting

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Then people go and act like its cool

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Its not cool

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Wanting to die and hurt and starve every day is not cool

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I started hitting myself because of someone i dont even know irl thats not cool

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Feel ko layo na guro matabo na sakon medj numb naman ko sa thought

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A friend on discord who i hurt by saying some stupid hateful shit wont forgive me

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I feel like a horribke person

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I cant tell her that im hurting myself because of that though

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Its not right

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I think i might die of starvation if not of suicide and its so fucking slow

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I feel empty all the time

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There are some days where i make myself throw up after 2 days of not eating

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I feel so fucking weak

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I want to die so bad

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If i had a gun i swear id do it

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And thats not a lie

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Im a christian id never swear on a lie

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If i had a gun i swear to God i would kill myself

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What

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Hi

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I dont know

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I didnt ssk a question

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