i wish i reached out sooner to others to talk

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i wish i didnt keep this all to myself

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because idk i was so

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repulsed so

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empty even

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so?

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hmmm

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i thought hey itll get better eventually yk

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she'll go on her holiday

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ill pay for it

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she'll come back and i

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Anyway since ako pa mn naga open letter

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take her out on dates driving

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i already it

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its been gone

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if we ever talk and try fix things

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we need to talk

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deep talk

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about roles

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and boundaries

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and just say sorry

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"We will work over you again"

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i wish i wasnt so attached

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?

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but i love her and care for her

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no for her

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to

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i even had sex with this woman i did it for her

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not out of lust

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not to use her

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because she wanted to

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yes it a sense yes i did

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the first few times we did it the aftercare was good

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we talked we gave assurance

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oh sana all may aftercare

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Well that's good

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but later it just felt like she just wanted to do it and then next day she would become emotionally absent

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y does life such? y am i a mistake? i am a living example of a mistake, and i hate it

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i am a failure

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i hate sex honestly

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