I hate waking up theres nothing for me to do, i do the same things over and over again, nothing ever changes, everything is the same, if i tell ppl irl they just use it as a trauma competition or sum - 6

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the skin on my throat feels tight

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Anyway, that all given that I wanna improve myself more, it seems inde ko kahandle na.. with all the.. it makes me sad tho that it has come down to it.

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then do different things yellow - <

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she couldnt sleep randomly messaged me

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so i called her and slept with her to sleep

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whatever it is its valid - <

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my legs hurt my chest hurts

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wdymmm

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im not booked to see my therapist

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we use to sleep on call all the time

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fuck

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on facetime

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we use to take showers on facetim

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and i only see my psychiatrist at the start of august

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make food on facetime

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Anyway mangita nmn ko hobby tho

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yeah tell that to being blocked on socials

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i dont do much else

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i watch youtube

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go uni

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i really cant focus

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i dont know

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try pastimes - <

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Doing diffrent things wont change anything, ill still feel the same, nothing gets better, ppl just give false hope, i should have kms when i hd the chance - 6

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i liked sociology, physics

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hi

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I didnt even want to live to 18 but here i am - 6

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yeah your right

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purples is it because of meds - <

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she unblocked me on messages

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Hello :)

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Hiii - Celestia

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