:(

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assyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy - THEODORE

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help mee - THEODORE

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lol - THEODORE

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I hate them - S

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who - THEODORE

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really? it means.. If were going to work together.. we hve to build together. However if hindi tayo, I wont like to build you up for someone else's

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I just wanna do drugs or kms - S

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hey.. dont.

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Am I going to be alone forever? Is being the lonely middle child that everyone ignoresall there is?

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s - THEODORE

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hi

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My dad avoids me, my mom is a narcissist, my older sister is like a therapist for me and my little sister

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Worthless piece of shit

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Fucking idiot

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Living for other people is exhausting. Always justifying your existence by telling yourself you'd hurt someone else if you were to leave

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I wish I could just be honest about myself

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do i know u - THEODORE

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But I dont have a reason myself. I dont enjoy living, I've never enjoyed it. Everything feels like stress, a struggle, and for what? So that someone else I know can be happy?

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shit - THEODORE

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It sucks, being so worthless, having dreams you know you can never achieve, and having to go on anyway. Because you'd be selfish to leave. Because living is the nice thing to do, for everyone else

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Everyone seems to have SOMEONE besides me

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hey blue - THEODORE

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When do I get happiness? When do I get to experience the things I want, get to live the life I want? Never. It's never going to happen. So I just live for other people, every day, every second

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blue - THEODORE

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It's actually torture. I can't keep doing this.

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i think i know u - THEODORE

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I dont know how to comfort you ugh kailinit.. idk.. I just layed.. some boundaries for myself since I get hurt too,.

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I just want them to stop caring so I can end it

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Anyway gootta do stuff blueee

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phewww

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You don't know me

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i know - THEODORE

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we talk before - THEODORE

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I'm someone else.

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I've never met anyone with your name

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its not my name - THEODORE

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BRO I DONT COME ON HERE FOR LIKE A MONTH AND ALL THESE UPDATES HAPPEN??? WOW

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I can't wait until the day everyone discards me, realizes im worthless, and I can finally stop pretending to enjoy life

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