ok bye

my problems dont matter really

feels so stupid coming on a website like this

i didnt put it away

i havent stopped shaking since this morning

they can see symptoms i cant or they know my dad and theyre disgusted

when i walk around outside my head tells me people only look at me because they know somethings wrong

everything was normal until i was angry and now everythings gone

i never thought anything of it

i couldnt figure anything out

didnt shower properly i wet the bed all of the time

when i was little

ever since what happened i just hated everything about my body

not wanting to feel anything

not in a way thats suicidal just in a way of

if i wasnt alive at all i wouldnt feel like this

very paranoid very gross

im having a bad episode