when i walk around outside my head tells me people only look at me because they know somethings wrong

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they can see symptoms i cant or they know my dad and theyre disgusted

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same coral

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i havent stopped shaking since this morning

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i didnt put it away

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-d

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How

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Do I even

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feels so stupid coming on a website like this

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Talk to other girls

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my mother is a narcissist who tells me that she's ashamed i'm not dead

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my problems dont matter really

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ok bye

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Like theyre so scary and intimidating to talk to I need more female friends

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Only problem

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Ion know jack shi abt their interests

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My dad thinks she is allowed to say whatever because she birthed me

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Yes okay u like make up iduuno anything abt that and how to differentiate eye shadow from just any pallete

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She makes fun of anything I do

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Give me something

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I dont know how to be talkatvie

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Dear me

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She tells me I'd never make any friends or be able to do anything

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I wanna go back to my old life

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I want to prove her right

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Where i am not scared of other people

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I want to ghost my friends

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Well technically I aint scared of them, since Ik how to talk to stragners, I just

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I just

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I want to be completely alone

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Dont know how to connect with them

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And peleease

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I want to be so alone

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Can there be more free psychiatrists in the philippines

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I want her to die

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