When do I get happiness? When do I get to experience the things I want, get to live the life I want? Never. It's never going to happen. So I just live for other people, every day, every second

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blue - THEODORE

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It's actually torture. I can't keep doing this.

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i think i know u - THEODORE

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I dont know how to comfort you ugh kailinit.. idk.. I just layed.. some boundaries for myself since I get hurt too,.

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I just want them to stop caring so I can end it

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Anyway gootta do stuff blueee

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phewww

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You don't know me

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i know - THEODORE

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we talk before - THEODORE

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I'm someone else.

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I've never met anyone with your name

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its not my name - THEODORE

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I can't wait until the day everyone discards me, realizes im worthless, and I can finally stop pretending to enjoy life

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hiii - Emi

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i thought ur trying - THEODORE

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ikr!! i haven't been on here for months and i come back and see this update - Emi

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I can take my exit. I won't have to struggle anymore. Finally, I'll know peace, for the first time. And it'll be when I'm six feet under

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Ok i got my friend on a phons call and shes back at her condo super upset but shes safer than at a random place alone with stranger

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Some days I wish I could just cry forever and never stop crying

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?

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blueee - THEODORE

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talk to me - THEODORE

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But the well runs empty. I can't cry more

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???

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There's nothing to talk about

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on my insta plssss - THEODORE

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just talk to me and then u can kill ur self - THEODORE

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I'm not going to kill myself anytime soon.

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I have a family that would mourn me

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...

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just plss to me - THEODORE

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whats ur insta - THEODORE

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It just sucks to live life for everyone else. To keep everyone else from grieving

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Idk what I'm doing...

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cassie.... - THEODORE

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