hi - MacReady

i have a headache from thinking - MacReady

im literallt so stressed lol - MacReady

i also have a gig saturday that im gonna make 200 from but thats just gonna give me gas money until september probably - MacReady

im gonna strip it to the bare minimum - MacReady

i could easily get another 1000 from my records minimum - MacReady

i just need to work my ass off and itll be okay - MacReady

i want to cry but i need to lock in - MacReady

or i could sell the rest of my record collection - MacReady

they really dont want me to but i might have no choice - MacReady

i might have to go get loans behind my parents’ backs - MacReady

like i genuinely need to move out to get my career started - MacReady

and theres no job oppurtunities for my degree here - MacReady

im gonna have to live at home forever :/ - MacReady

i think we can do it but i’m gonna be broke after - MacReady

we got through the first few years but its looking iffy now - MacReady

my mom was convinced she was gonna be able to get me through college debt free but thats looking so unlikely - MacReady

even with my parents helping we cant afford it - MacReady

everywhere around is also 1500 a month minumum for the most part and i cant fucking afford that - MacReady

this college year might be more shit than the last - MacReady

its just shit - MacReady

like i cant go into a multi room apartment blind because the chance of them automatically disliking me is so high - MacReady

being trans makes finding an apartment twice as hard too fuck my life - MacReady

wish it was anywhere else though :/ - MacReady

my university is lowkey shit but the program i’m in is great - MacReady

theyre not stellar rooms + asshole smelly roommates 9/10 times - MacReady

also its like 5-6k a semester for that and its not worth it at all - MacReady

their dorm service is shit - MacReady

they ignored me - MacReady

im trans and it causes people to treat me weird - MacReady

this year was my last straw - MacReady

i cant. my roommates have been horrible to me every time - MacReady

i live in the woods so its not like i can just walk to a train station - MacReady

then 1) i cant go to class and 2) money - MacReady

what if my car breaks down during the year - MacReady

perhaps im cooked - MacReady

minumum - MacReady

so thats probably once a week just for gas - MacReady

and my mileage isnt stellar - MacReady

and im 40 minutes away - MacReady