August 10th

before i have a

asling as i do it before college

so what

ot yhey would forget in a week

and sibce jobone would care

no one would car

so what does it matter if i kill myself

and i cant fix what prher have done to me

i just cant fix what i alrwady have done

sbd i hate beibg dissapointed

i hate being a burdeb

its prolly for the best

and having the acctence that itll never be

i just want to be happy

or shit

before i get the chance to feel like abd kuck

or feel disappointed

before i fet the chance to fial

before anything else happens yo me

i want to be sleep

and i want to do it before somethibge kaw happens

if hell isnt real i feel like im ready

but dying cant be worse then this

im scared to die

i cant do ts antmore

own these steay cats because me being evicted made my cat nala go away

get into college

teyong to live get an apartment

what tf do i even do

Im fucking homless living with my ex and still misrable

i just feel like bad luck

im tirsd of constantly feeling up then down and im tired of everything that happens

im just tiewd of nothing going okay

and tbh im just

i always thought my dad loced me and he dosent

because my moms love didnt take up for it

i wish my dad loved me

really badly

i wish i had a dad