im more scared of the fact that im not scared yk?

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why dpo u want to - fatherless child

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Ik it sounds like corny or whatever but at night i feel so empty

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i understand u white - fatherless child

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Thanks cyan

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tbh most people would pick death over a life of bad events and feeling misrable

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maybe not death but atleast numbness i wish i could yk not be so sentive

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oh wtf - fatherless child

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yeah, stuff like that, you can never forget it

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touched again and again and i can never forget it

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its okay to feel things ur only human - fatherless child

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its something that sticks with you, like everything else, for me atleast

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how on earth did that happen shoto - fatherless child

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Whats going on why does the chat look like this

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im tired of feeling like itll never get better yk, i just hope when i do commit i dont go to hell

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yes but over time u learn how to cope w it - fatherless child

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I hope hell isnt real

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huh - iris

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no one can truly know whether it is or isnt - fatherless child

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ig i still am a bit scared, its hard to pick when ill do it yk

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I can't sleep its 7 am and i cant sleep, im going crazy

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oh lord

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oh dear - fatherless child

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yk i heard many people come to peace when they pick the day

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hey my precious babies, how are we doing? - Felix/Lixy :3

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but picking that day seems harder then it looks, i want to commit before i start college

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i feel like i wont succeed, i mean, i cant even get financial aid because my mom dosent care

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i am off to bed goodnight my lovelies i hope all will get better soon bye - fatherless child

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hello chat

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so tbh

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bye cyan

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