its better if she doesnt know theres things i cant tell her because then she wont understand and that will make it worse - A.

i dont want her to know i didnt want to trouble her with that - A.

i dont want to talk about it shell never look at me the same now - A.

she always gets so annoyed so wuickly - A.

i feel like she didnt even take me seriously - A.

she probably hates me now and i dont want her to send me to a mental hospital or anytbing - A.

it wasnt on purpose i promise i wasnt thinking clwarly - A.

and then she said she doesnt like when "i talk to her in that way" even tho i was begging her to help me - A.

its a long stoey but i basically wasnt feeling well and panicking and i wasnt thinking clearly and more or less told her i cant do all this anymore - A.

someone please help its 2am and my mom is really mad and crying and doesnt want to talk to me anymore - A.