im talking about that blue :0 xd

NOT YOU BITCHASS :/ xd

where did you go xd

COME BACK :/ xd

AWH MAN that aint the blue xd

where tf did blue go :p xd

:/ L-oser be fr xd

where did blue go :/ xd

yk dawg that mono font is lame :0 xd

maybe sleeping :p xd

well i bet blue went back to crying :p xd

blue xd

think my mother didnt pass on tho :p xd

replace OCD with what :p my mothers bipolar one so i can go into mania and eventually kill myself in a deep depressive episode xd

i just dont wanna leave my room :p xd

:/ not like you can shut off mental illness dawg xd

i only left home 4 times or 3 times a year :p xd

well- going out means coming back home to OCD shit xd

its a fucking hell for me xd

i need to get the fuck out of this house xd

:p i dont enjoy ffs i come home and do all my fucking OCD rituals xd

:/ i only eat once a day but when i GO OUT i do eat heavy shit ngl xd

LMFAO like did it even fucking digest :0 xd

:p i wonder where the spicy corn the pizza garlic bread and the taco bell rice bowl went dawg :0 its like i didnt eat at all yesterday LMFAO xd

who isnt tired xd

:p my aunt doesnt approve of me skipping the only meal i have a day at her place but i dont wanna leave the house xd

im running on supplements not food :p xd

creatine 3g or 5g idk :p depends xd

yk maybe try taking creatine love might help a little but hydrate a lot too xd

well what comes back xd

ffs xd

noise :/ xd

all i want is peace and quiet get away from all the noice xd

like when i think im getting closer it just moves farther away from me xd

i just want peace but its so far away from me almost like i cant get close xd

i dont see the point in anything xd

bitch i been through enough shit im just so tired and done xd

for me i have no reason for you maybe just push through there might be a way out xd

think its diff for everyone blue dawg xd

you dont have to be sick of everything xd