I have sooo much time, so much freedom, such a good environment, I have everything and anything and I'm sitting here trying to do fucking nothing? - - terry

sleep I neglect, wake up I postpone, but joy I prey - - terry

today I try to change, yesterday I thought was different, but tomorrow I might be somewhere - - terry

why wait, set sail, find freedom, go well - - terry

once I saw peace, the other i went to greece, and finally I chocked on cheese - - terry

anyone in here can do poetry? - - terry

or why would i want to be you evan, tell me something positive - - terry

Why not evan - - terry

I wish I was evan - - terry

nice - - terry

EMII - - terry

whats up alena - - terry

alena - - terry

yes yellow - - terry

emi - - terry

emi, do you like outdoors? - - terry

emi what are you feeling? - - terry

so today is a good day then emi, I'm happy I'm hearing from you - - terry

noo - - terry

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a hug would be good

Whats up with you red

I miss society

I miss people

Its so nice that you listen red

I wake up, do lunch. then I eat dinner. both times I reduce the intake too, because I don't want to get chubby too. Like in fking winter

but I don't eat too

to get at least some dopamine other than that

* except for running, swimming and riding the bycicle

yeah, not even socialized, not even left the house much

I jerk off and played games and watched reels the last few weeks ..

I need max performance

mood

and I wouldn't make it with such amodd

I feel terrible when I start working

I can't think straight rn red

then I feel safe, because I can "rush" the studying

fucking delusional idiot

I imagine how I would wake up at 5 am and study till 8 pm