You know, everywhere I'm a pussy, did you know I let myself get played by a girl 4 times? She dropped me for another guy with a bmw the first time, then she folded before it started and the third time

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everything seems useless

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and its not that it just seems useless

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it is useless

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Huh

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the third time she left me traumatized because we were getting intimate and everything seemed to be going good, but she was mad at me because I made a comment, and basically she was making out to save

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to save her ego

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and she apparently didnt feel anything

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this dumbfuck manipulative bitch

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after that Moment I have ben stuck, it was a moment of sudden fall or maybe it was some awakening or whatever the fuck

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it doesnt feel good neither bad

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but just stuck

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the fourth time we went out after 3 years and missed our last train from the city, so we spent the night on a tuesday in a city, empty, and a lot of time to talk and hang around

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pretty romantic, but it wasn't because it wasn't even officialy a date

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but ofc we talked

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and once again she dropped me for another guy

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this bitch ass whore said she wants sex

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before character

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but that's past

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now I have my exams for worry

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speak more purple

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fucking 4 big ass exams

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write more purple !

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and only 2 and a half weeks time

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boy how should I do this

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What else, Its bad and good, or maybe not so good,

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I even believe I can

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but I AINT DOING SHIT

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I imagine how I would wake up at 5 am and study till 8 pm

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fucking delusional idiot

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Do something right now then

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then I feel safe, because I can "rush" the studying

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I can't think straight rn red

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I feel terrible when I start working

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and I wouldn't make it with such amodd

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mood

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Relax for a minute

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I need max performance

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Chat lowk why can’t i find love 💔💔💔

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I jerk off and played games and watched reels the last few weeks ..

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