otherwie my partner would be worried that i willl break up with him - fuyu

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it felt like my nervous system was in overdrive

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that i was in flight or fight

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thats why i told u i m thinking of breaking up if my partner not now i m just seeing how things go - fuyu

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and honest;y something feels off - fuyu

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well please dont let into his

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lust

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if he cant respect a simple no - fuyu

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bye bye - fuyu

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it may seem like "desire" or love

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but hes sugar coating it

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You guys ever talk about your feelings to them?

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yes

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we do - fuyu

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i did cyan

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and it got turned on me

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so i stopped

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to avoid conflict

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they put their selfishness and desires above us - fuyu

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Its toxic. You guys deserve better

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i always gave in to their request to avoid conflicts - fuyu

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i know

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thanks cyan

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but i lost myself in the way - fuyu

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i lost myself

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so i m standing to my ground - fuyu

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i was hurting

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i wish i stood my ground

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now i aint taking any decion keeping them as the centre - fuyu

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i got uni at 8:30 AM

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they think of themmself first i will put myself first too - fuyu

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and now its 12:07AM

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kill my self

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yes your right fuyu

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then they have the audacity to ask me what i bring to table like bruh - fuyu

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