hoping she was right

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yeah, i understand - chicken

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but life is not fair tho - chicken

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i still have her as my medical contact

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life is so not

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i had my firsts with this woman

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including sex

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i bought her a ring

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there are ups and downs, u loose the ppl u love the most - chicken

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promsing her my commitment

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like a pre marriage thing

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damn, a ring, thats a lot - chicken

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and i thought we were locked in

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it was so pretty

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i can see you love deep and hard - chicken

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even i put it on haha

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idk i always went overboard in a good way yk

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mhm - chicken

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on valentines

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i bought her sm gifts and wrapped them

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i got her something for her period cramps

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i gave her my favourite sweater

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i was that guy yk i would like to say i was trying my best

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yeah, i can see that - chicken

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more then the bare minimum i would like to say

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it just hurts i feel empty now

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i put my all into her, i loved her more then myself

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do something to cheer urself up, go out have fun - chicken

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i do

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i drive in the moutains

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but im reckless

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im stupid

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i drive at high speeds

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because it brings me joy

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nah ur not stupid, thats just how life is - chicken

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and i cry

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u loose the ppl u most love - chicken

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i cry during those drives

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its okay to cry, its understandable - chicken

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because its so quiet, im so alone

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