but what is it - chicken

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ah god its such a

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long

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story

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i wish we just communicated better

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say it in short - chicken

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or even gone to a relationship therpaist

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okay so

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her upbringing in bad country with absent parents led her to have to grow up quick, she was abused and faced traumatic experiences, she moved here and was taken advantage of for her vulnerability

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she developed depression, severe anxiety

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didnt trust anyone and was just boderline mean to everyone

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ohh - chicken

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she had bi polar

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i think even bpd

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and shes vindictive

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well i cant blame her - chicken

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and i saw it with her own mother she held grudges agnaist her mother for things yearsssss back

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but yellow you dont understand, idek i was doing the most yk

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i was busting my ass relatioship wise to make her feel seen

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loved

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and cared for

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well, love is to wait - chicken

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maybe you can wait for her - chicken

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but for the million good i did, one mistake would outweight it all yk?

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i been waiting for 3 months

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i gave her 700 dollars for her holiday trip

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i thought finally we were getting good

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yk

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oh damn - chicken

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back to normal

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and im 18 dawg

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i can barely rn afford myself

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how long yall been tg - chicken

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it was going to be 2 years November

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thats what fkn sucks

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ohh - chicken

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that hurts - chicken

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i know her

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i could walk up to her in a crowd

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with my eyes closed

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