so no point of me being alive

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dawg the aversge american makes 70k. - Ev

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at your age 100k is really good man -r

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im from the northeast us and its the same here - MacReady

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Oh wow! Well im glad you got to see them - Verlaine

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no red itll get better - MacReady

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100k is so much

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i have the proof

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but hes been telling me all the time since we first did it thst its normal between daughters n dads

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no it wont

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hes tryna make sure that u arent exposed to outside worlld perhaps - iris

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please let some horrific accident happen that kills me - star

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i had 23 years to make it right

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100k is crazy amount of money - Ev

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NOOO - iris

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cause 6 is not a pretty number

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i visit the country side and theres lots when i see thwm - Verlaine

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8 or 3

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star how about no? - Ev

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and i failed

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everything hurts - star

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the doom we feel today isnt greater than the doom people have felt in past horrible times and society survived those times - MacReady

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yup

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you didn't fail red you have so much time if you let it come -r

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it will get better - MacReady

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that's awesome!!! - blaine

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i dont like when people put thwm in the jars - Verlaine

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i really hope idk am i crazy to say this i hope something kills me

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I’m so sorry that you’re going through that right now star - Ev

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i dont wanna kill myself

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purple please listen - iris

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gng how cooked am i if my mom hits me - star

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It feels normal to me though

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there were so many times when people thought it was the end of the world but it wasnt - MacReady

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but sometimes i wish someone or something takes me out

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cyan like you wanna die but you won't do it yourself? -r

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theres always reason to have hope - MacReady

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its clear that hes brainwashing you and many other things too - iris

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do people still put them in jars? that's so sad, they die like that, don't they? - blaine

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star cant u ask ur parents for pain killers? - Ev

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