SHIT BRB - Light

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Blue is testing things

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its tiring u know? having to get use to his distance.

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red you need to find someone willing to meet you halfway

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i might be a little testy

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i know. but i want it to be him.

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sometimes people dont want to change

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you should talk to him about it more

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why cant he? if he always says he love me

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i would like to comment if you would allow me to red? - -L

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Alr im back from nearly dying /jk - Light

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red, you gonna love it if you can just wait til you find someone who likes you the same as you do them

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I feel we could only ever know to some level Light, and even though it may not be ideal it is closer than i could have ever imagined, so i have no regrets nor objections - -L

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trying to get ppl to like you is gonna make you sacrifice alot..... best to be you dude

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let someone apreciate you for you and like you for you. then you wont find yourself doing stuff to win them over

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which can lead to a habit of being codependant

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and if you arent happy alone.... its a recipe for co dependance

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be you boo boo

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but blue, he also did changed a lot. being avoidant is something like permanent for him.

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I hope I don't end up like my dad, he just does nothing all day and is manipulative.

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L, lets take it slow and know each other bit by bit, be more and more reckless - Light

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got to let pl be and do

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ppl

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Red, he understands you but he gets exhausted not of you but of talking 24/7 he has nothing to talk about and nothing to say, yet - -L

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Or is that not the case red? - -L

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like wtf is okay?

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HELLO TTKM. ANY NEW POLITICAL NEWS UPDATED RECENTLY?

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i have a lot to say

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say what you want

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Because for once i want to be careless, to stop being so paranoid at once - Light

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i did, blue. he took it the wrong way. he always thinks im arguing

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wait yoiu mean to us of him red?

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its exhausting.

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I feel the slower we go the more careful i am Light, although we will know each other more, it leaves me empty not being able to understand fully Light - -L

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I hate how my body looks

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Does he have mycv to say? - -L

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wdym blue?

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L, he doesnt and thats the problem. i want assurance

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Then i dont mind going faster, because paranoia might kick in again - Light

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