you should talk to him about it more

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why cant he? if he always says he love me

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i would like to comment if you would allow me to red? - -L

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Alr im back from nearly dying /jk - Light

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red, you gonna love it if you can just wait til you find someone who likes you the same as you do them

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I feel we could only ever know to some level Light, and even though it may not be ideal it is closer than i could have ever imagined, so i have no regrets nor objections - -L

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trying to get ppl to like you is gonna make you sacrifice alot..... best to be you dude

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let someone apreciate you for you and like you for you. then you wont find yourself doing stuff to win them over

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which can lead to a habit of being codependant

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and if you arent happy alone.... its a recipe for co dependance

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be you boo boo

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but blue, he also did changed a lot. being avoidant is something like permanent for him.

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I hope I don't end up like my dad, he just does nothing all day and is manipulative.

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L, lets take it slow and know each other bit by bit, be more and more reckless - Light

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got to let pl be and do

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ppl

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Red, he understands you but he gets exhausted not of you but of talking 24/7 he has nothing to talk about and nothing to say, yet - -L

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Or is that not the case red? - -L

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like wtf is okay?

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i have a lot to say

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say what you want

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Because for once i want to be careless, to stop being so paranoid at once - Light

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i did, blue. he took it the wrong way. he always thinks im arguing

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wait yoiu mean to us of him red?

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its exhausting.

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I feel the slower we go the more careful i am Light, although we will know each other more, it leaves me empty not being able to understand fully Light - -L

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I hate how my body looks

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Does he have mycv to say? - -L

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wdym blue?

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L, he doesnt and thats the problem. i want assurance

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Then i dont mind going faster, because paranoia might kick in again - Light

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well.... explain what you want how you can. they will hear it how they want. if they want to listen to you and hear your side they will try to hear you or ask you to explain

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It is Like a puzzle piece yet dome of the pieces are missing, ii do not wanna force anything not pushy or anything we will go jow you go light - -L

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cyan is speaking in riddles

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but im so so so tired blue.

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No, Light, we will go how you want to as i feel it is best to leave it up to you - -L

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sounds like.... they have a mind that wants to argue or make a problem. maybe they want a problem cause they dont want to continue stuff

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i could be way off

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