i really want to love him but he js wouldnt let me in

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job moment?

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i just had to say the j word to add another reason for me to get cancelled - Light

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I CAN DO THIS 254 PAGES LEFT AAAAAAAAAAAHS

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Do not worry Light - -L

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im sure he will find love in teh future, i believe all good people even if they have problems will find true love. and hes not a bad person hes just in a bad space - iris

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and u shouldnt be with someone who u pity yk? - iris

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Lighty Light - -L

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Guess what? - -L

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why iris

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Yes my L? - Light

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yellow say cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese

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ty

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he loves me not js the way i want to be loved. not saying he isnt doing anything right, but because he got so used of me being ok w everything. and its mentally draining

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L? - Light

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with love its like empathy you know, understanding, and something super important is matching each others energy. he isnt matching ur energy, and ur with him bc he "loves" you but he wont show it. - iris

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Light? - -L

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you deserve better :) - iris

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Sorry i fid not see a message - -L

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why cant he be better

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..... maybe

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What dis you want to say i think it didnt send - Light

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im sure he can. okay i have an idea. - iris

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i am distracting myself from messaging him again because last night he told me to wait

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what is it?

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Nevermind that Light, i have anothwe question for you - -L

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Do you think people are capable of change? - -L

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iris u still there?

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Yes they are, and for so manu reasons + witnessed it myself - Light

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how about you tell him that u want a break, and tell him all the reasons and give him and urself at least 6 months - iris

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yess red - iris

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and then - iris

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see how he is after - iris

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Sometimes its for the better, sometimes its for the worst, and sometimes neutral - Light

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if he hasnt changed ask him if he needs more time, and if he says yes then maybe take more time - iris

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:( breaking up is going to tore me apart

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