And i have this irrational fear thay if i start a family one day, my kid will end up dating his kid. The fear doesn't make much sense

I mean honestly, i hope that one day i find out that he's dead. Otherwise I'm always gonna be scared. The chances that he hurts me again are probably slim to none. But i remember what he used to do.

Ah ok

What was the question?

Wait sorry i had to take out something from the oven

But I'm still scared of my ex

Well it's been almost 2.5 years since i got freed from him. I have a wonderful boyfriend, who's patient with me

I just hope i won't see him again anytime soon

Yeah... Well i hope this will pass. Just some events from our relationship were traumatic so it's not easy to get rid off anxiety

I see him somewhere every few months. And every single time i get really anxious for the rest of the day