Everytime its the same cycle - Four

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Meet someone new - Four

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Get attached - Four

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And lose them trying to make something impossible. - Four

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Is this what i get for trying too hard? - Four

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I want to kill myself.

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Should i have let them suffer in their corner and stayed in my own? - Four

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oh okay. no one can vent except purple.

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The first person Im supposed to care for is me. - Four

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Ive done that. - Four

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Ive failed. - Four

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I wanted to care for someone else. - Four

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Give them what a person deserves - Four

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whatever. fuck it.

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people love that i hate myself - table(soph)

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Instead its push and shuv and beg and plead. - Four

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I climbed out of my head and watched myself implode a thought without a body ought to be a shot to take a load off - table(soph)

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hii

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im good hru

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God I miss you - Four

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i want to shoot myself

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How i want to talk to you again. - Four

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nuh uh - table/soph

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Telk you im sorry - Four

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Having ADHD is fun until you have insomnia and when you finally sleep, you wake up to your overactive thoughts all over again. Peace is so temporary. - Silo

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Im so so sorry - Four

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well why the fuck did you ask green

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I can't keep you safe. - Four

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I cant be your safe haven. - Four

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ok sorry i just meant pls dont - table/soph

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go fuck yourself

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OMG JOB - table/soph

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HIII - table/soph

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I cant hug you like i want to - Four

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Kiss you like i used to. - Four

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HRU - table/soph

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i hope all of you die

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