purple, coral thinks that's no big deal. - nomnomus

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thats actually horrifying

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Sometimes it felt like for me to be just shielded towards, it feels like that time, instead of being free, I was being deliberately trapped or being fieel trapped and deliberately step on ( I felt). w

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But was it necessary?

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id be better if i wasnt still forced to be that persons best friend

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since their life is so good, all past trauma ought to be forgotten. - nomnomus

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I dodont know, but somehow, sometimes I make ways and found ways to feel free

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she blamed her doing that to me on her anxiety

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forced? how? - nomnomus

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And it is really he;lping/

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im forced by her parents and the school we go to. because last year she made a big deal about her trying to kill herself and the school counseler told me i need to be her friend so she doesnt spiral

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so coral you decided to keep the fact that your friend SA'd you? - nomnomus

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Tho, at times I know its not me whose trap, and sometimes those thoughts I feel free again. And it feels good to feel it like that, I think if its someone hiding

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Its them who have a lot to hide. Not me. ANd thinking that I feel free

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i kept that a secret because its so easy for her to turn the story against me. shes a female, and im a male. its incredibly easy to make me the bad person in it

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Which is true naman. And I feel great <3

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oh coral - nomnomus

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you have suffered as much as I have in life - nomnomus

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I'm so sorry coral 😭 - nomnomus

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i have only told my real best friend

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ill give my name so you remember me, my names evan

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my mom also would use the false narrative of SA against her from me to her advantage due to her being a woman - nomnomus

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fuck. - nomnomus

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why are human beings so fucked ? - nomnomus

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hello?..

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hello light green. - nomnomus

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hi hru

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meow to you too job

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I'm doing good green - nomnomus

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oh im glad you feel good

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meow meow job

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i think i have a cat emoji wait

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mom took the 3ds 😭 - mk

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look cat

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byebye

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Anyway we have been friends before and I dont think I did anything drastic about it

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So at most its fine haha

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WAIT IMMA SEND AGAIN

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LOOK

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its not showing?

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