i did so many times and he was slrry but then he does again. he just treats me as if i wasnr autistic and chronic ill - eclipse

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he knows about my traumas and the fact im from an abusive family. i cant just bottle up and act and mask - eclipse

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im so attached to him.. he is the only one i ever loved. i give my everything to him - eclipse

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maybe im just an idiot - eclipse

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but he is ok to just over ask me about the man that SA me - eclipse

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like what i felt, what happened and why he did that - eclipse

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yea basically he ask about thay - eclipse

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that - eclipse

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im so shaky - eclipse

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no he can be sweet but he then turns so cold and mad - eclipse

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like i was 5yo when happened why i have to talk about it again - eclipse

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and this is his second chance btw - eclipse

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oh he knows - eclipse

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but i love him dearly.. - eclipse

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i just took like 5 times the amount of a medication. like, i dont care if i die or whatever - F

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but i feel really tired lmao - F

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dear purple its dangerous to do so ... - eclipse

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no. im just sleepy because of it. i dont know why i did it - F

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impulsivity - F

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poison control said i should go to the er - F

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might be for the best purple - eclipse

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my head hurts - eclipse

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if i die tonight, i hope i find peace in some afterlife. i almost hope theres a god. - F

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zup dudes

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sup - eclipse

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hello - weng zhei

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hi - eclipse

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whats up - weng zhei

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could be better, wby - eclipse

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empty - weng zhei

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how so - eclipse

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cant explain - weng zhei

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oh - eclipse

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anyways nvm - weng zhei

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weng zhei

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hiii - weng zhei

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sounds chinese but also not chinese

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i woke up like 45 minutes ago from a really fucked up dream

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Ni cong na li lai de

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haii - janey waney

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