its just gonna make it worse - pink

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i somehow feel worse after 2 years than i did 1 year - MacReady

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i think youre gonna find some really good people in ur life when its time to silo - pink

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the first year i was really able to keep myself calm - MacReady

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but now im angry - MacReady

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bless you pink ihope you are around wonderful people too - Silo

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in due time ig - Silo

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silo ur so kind i wish u the best - pink

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red the fact that u recovered from sh is itself a huge thing. - pink

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thanks :) - MacReady

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and so your feelings are completely valid - pink

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its still hard some days but i get by - MacReady

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u cant change youre mom, but u can change how you react to certain situations - pink

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when i stopped trying to control the people or things i hated i honestly improved - pink

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instead i kind of focused that energy back to me - pink

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yeah i need to try to make peace with it again - MacReady

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controlling myreactions or how i feel abt certain things - pink

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ive been back to that beach alone a few times since and thats helped - MacReady

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red ur gonna be okay in the end - pink

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one day i’ll get over it - MacReady

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someone said a long time back that youre exactly where u need to be in life and ive never forgotten that - pink

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thats interesting - MacReady

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i feel like im such a mess rn - MacReady

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it stuck to me for some reason - pink

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hung up on a situationship and fighting weird trauamtic sh stuff - MacReady

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and losing most of my social life on top - MacReady

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something feels like its going wrong - MacReady

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red are u in school or did u finish it? - pink

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halfway through college - MacReady

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oh nice - pink

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i want to be done already - MacReady

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i hate almost everyone there - MacReady

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my major is so smal - MacReady

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i know everyone and most of them are assholes - MacReady

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what did u want to be when u grew up? like ur dream job - pink

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when i was a kid i wanted to be a vet - MacReady

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