I want to heal

Im 19 rn and they did it too many years ago.

Do you think that wud work? Im honestly not against it

How do i deal with this

I couldnt protect myself from

I just want to pay back all the shit

I just want to laugh and cry while i finally strangle them back

I do want to kill my parents and i dont even care if i can get away with it

need to cope with this better

I need

Wasted my time raging 4 hours a day not an exaggeration

I just couldnt protect my heart because i was stupid

I need a better way to deal with this

I mean i literally take martial arts to kill mother or father one day

That’s not right tho right?

Is to promise i’ll kill mother or father one say

Sometimes it feels like the only way to cope

Im scared